THE GOLDEN D

JAMIE THOMAS:

Jamie skates so nice and clean
Wish he could be my toy machine X3
He's a hero
I'm a zero
He's a hero

THE FEAR:

I ain't had no kicks for what seems such a long time
I ain't had no peace for what seems such a long time
X 2
The fear of being alone X 4
The fear,The fear,The fear X4
The fear of being alone
I ain't had no sleep for what seems such a long time
I ain't had no hope for what seems such a long time
The fear of being alone X 4
The fear,The fear,The fear X4
The fear of being alone
You can never run without remaining the same
The truth you carry with you is the gas for the flame

FAGS AND FAILURE:

Don't know what i'm doing here
Days are full of chips and beer
I've found myself alone again
Tell me what went wrong my friend
Fags and failure every day
Fags and failure every night
Fags and failure till I lay down and die
I'm feeling really bad
Life is turning me half mad
Voices shout inside my head
Can't seem to get outa bed
Fags and failure...
What is happening in my brain
I think i've gone completely insane
Help me baby help me please
This thing has got me on my knees
Fags and failure...X 2

LEAVE ME ALONE:

Too much information for our minds to comprehend
Is it a joke that's being played to keep us all desensitized
And under strict control of those in power raking in the dough
While soulless people wander gagged and silent
Wishing they could scream
Leave me alone X 4
It's good to talk if you still can
With your emotions locked inside
A safety that is just as fake as your prescription drug
That holds a promise of another day
But makes you numb to all the shit
They put you through from day to day
That makes you want to scream
Leave me alone X 4
We're laughing...

KEEP HOPE ALIVE:

When you want to fall apart
When you want to hide away
You should keep hope alive
When you feel adrift inside
And feel optimistic slide away
You should keep hope alive
When your world just makes you cry
When your will to live has died away
You should keep hope alive

THAT'S WHEN I REACH MY REVOLVER:

Once I had my heroes
Once I had my dreams
But all of that is changed now
They've turned things inside out
The truth is not so confortable, no
And mother taught us patience
The virtues of restraint
And father taught us boundaries
Beyond which we must go
To find the secrets promised us, yeah
That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when it all gets blown away
That's when I reach for my revolver
The spirit fights to find its way
A friend of mine once told me
His one and only aim
To build a giant castle
And live inside his name
Cry and whispers sing in muted pain
That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when it all gets blown away
That's when I reach for my revolver
The spirit fights to find its way
Tonight the sky is empty
But that is nothing new
Its dead eyes look upon us
And they tell us we're nothing but slaves
That's when I reach for my revolver
(...but slaves)
That's when I reach for my revolver (x5)

DON'T THINK ABOUT ALWAYS:

Your inconstency
Your lack of will
That perfect heart i know
I cannot fill
Don't think about always
thinking your always
Holding my hand
Don't think about always
Don't think at all
I know your life is hard
But so is mine
I'd like to help you but
Ain't got the time
Don't think about always...
I know that i am bad
And you are good
But won't you stay
With me
As if you would
Don't think about always...
I'm trully sorry that
I made a mess
Been confused you know
You probably guessed
Don't think about always...
Your inconstency
Your lack of will
That perfect heart i know
I cannot fill
Don't think about always...